slowly but surely..
now i just need a sexy scrollable area for my journals..
or maybe ill just have the blog seperate.. yea.. will do


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Don't listen to anyone that says flash is for morons.

yea..
anyway

i spent about 30 minutes on this
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for the layout i posted earlier tonight.
obviously the buttons arent fully functional cause it has nowhere else to go to atm, but im working on it.

lol, nice just as my subscription expires.. i could use CSS in my journal if i wanted.

man...

first person to buy me a sub gets a fucking pimped out journal.
hellz yea.

Go ahead, paint me red.
throw me out the door of the palace.

Keep your fucking mouth shut.

I refuse,

To feel guilty about this.

to feel like i made a mistake,
the mistake was leaving.

i will say it again MY LIFE IS THERE, 8 years of memories that i don't want to lose.

why am i deciding this today?
because im tired of living for people..
i want to go home.

so damnit im going.
and you cant make me feel like an asshole for wanting to be happy.
im sorry its upsetting some of you, but deal with it.

honestly.
ive beaten myself up all night, but i cant fix the world.