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Wed May 23, 2007, 1:20 PM
How do you change the last 6 months of your life, before you realised you were going to completely ruin the next 6 months of your life?

Before you pushed everyone away, before you lied and lied and lied and lied until your toungue bled from talking.

Before the one person who made you smile dissapeared, and you wrote clever little lies to sleep with the one who couldn't, no matter how hard she tried.

Before your dreams took ahold of your heart, and you forgot all about that girl and those snowcones, as you dreamed of everything you had been missing.

What if you actually cried when everyone left you, instead of pretending you would be allright. What if you admitted that you dont know what to do anymore, that your lost and fucking scared, and all the horrible things youve always been afraid of are creeping out to make you miserable.

I'm admitting it.
i have no fucking clue what to do.

  • Mood: Sentimental
  • Listening to: Asilos Magdalena (The Mars Volta)
  • Reading: The Perks Of Being A Wallflower
  • Watching: Nil
  • Playing: Nothing atm.
  • Eating: Dick
  • Drinking: Puss.

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:iconcradlesnatcher:
youll be okie day, you always are.
only time will tell
:iconeriq:
life throws us cooky curve balls -
it's up to us to hit hard with the right bat
:icontepara:
Stay strong hun.
Those "true" friends of yours will stand by you no matter what. Don't give up hun. Things will turn out for the best, they always do. Sometimes its a hard road though.
But you will make it hun I know you will :hug:

Btw I no longer have yahoo.
I only use MSN ( new address that you don't have) and Skype.
So if you want either of those. Send me a note with your info, Ill add you.

Look after yourself hun :hug: :heart:

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